Anonymous asked: /bangs head against keyboard. you're already lovely, yo.
Anonymous asked: That's the point, though. No matter how you lose it, you're going to be at an unhealthy weight at 95 pounds.
Anonymous asked: I'm going to be blunt. You keep saying that you're trying to lose healthily, and I keep seeing your goal shrink, and now it's down to 95 pounds. There is no way that weighing 95 pounds is going to be healthy. If you want to starve yourself, that's your decision...but call a duck a duck. You are trying to develop and maintain some very unhealthy habits.
bad mood = no sleep.
oh I forgot that you were me so you automatically know what I’m thinking oh now you’re a psychiatrist whoa where have I been
I'm just thinking. ignore me.
I say that music is my life and I’ve been singing since I could talk but I’m no good. If it were really my life I’d be better at it. I don’t know how to play any musical instruments and I can’t write music to save my life. My singing is horrid. All of these people who have their passions are SO good at them and here I am with nothing. And I feel like it’s too...
[[MORE]]Cut a little deeper eat a little less eat less than that cut deeper than that but you’re a fucking pussy and can’t stick it out. you can never push the knife hard enough to make it deep enough to put you under. you can’t not eat. you can’t do a thing right. Look at you, fat fucking pathetic ugly whore. I fucking hate myself