Another sleepless night.
every time I fall asleep I dream that the people in my life kill me, every night. It’s always slowly, too. They cut me up but I don’t feel it I just get sad because they’re killing me and they don’t care. Or I’ll have dreams where I wake up in a psych ward with someone I know as a roommate and they give me a tour of the ward and we try to escape and she always escapes but I never can. Why can’t I escape and why are they cutting me up?
I feel empty and weak.