Fuck it.

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October 2011

Oh god guys, I'm dying.

I swear I’m a lactard, my stomach hurts so bad from this blizzard.

Maybe it’s just DQ.

in any case, I’m dying. I’m writing my will now. I might just leave all of my stuff to my dog, Bowie.

goodbye cruel world

I HARDLY KNEW YE

Sep 30, 20112 notes
I really want to see 50/50

Mainly because my husband is in it.

SOMEONE TAKE ME TO SEE IT.

I’ll love you forever, pinky promise <3

Sep 30, 2011
✌♡❁♧☆

  • No, you’re awesome.
  • Thank you, I try!
  • thank you, though I never feel beautiful
  • Well, if I knew who this was it might be possible to be friends in real life. Unless you’re like 838729857352 miles away ]:
  • <3
Sep 30, 2011
Sep 30, 20118,970 notes
#the big lebowski #the dude #coen brothers #art #film #cinema #illustration #prints #jeff bridges
nobody's going to do this, but I'll try anyway

seize-the-day-or-die-regretting:

patroon:

♂= i am a boy who has a crush on you
♀= i am a girl who has a crush on you
✂= just delete your tumblr already
✌= you’re awesome
♡= i love your blog
❁= you’re beautiful
✓= i hate you
☹= you’re ugly
☀= i want to f-ck you
♬= i wish we were close
♧= i wish we were friends in real life
☆= i relate to a lot of the same things you go through (mention which one!)
☮= you inspire me

do it, i’m bored (:

Sep 30, 2011665 notes
Sep 30, 2011211 notes
#lol #lulz #new girl #shmidt happens #zooey
Sep 30, 2011439 notes
#the new girl #zooey deschanel
I'm being kidnapped for like..an hour

Pointless, I want to be kidnapped FOREVER.

]:

Sep 30, 2011
muuusaba said: with my love

Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleep…

Sep 30, 2011
gotopagezero said: I still have all of my utensils, too.

I knew you’d at least understand.

Sep 30, 20112 notes
muuusaba said: ok lol and uh i do. drugs, you are on them

cause you drugged me! 

]:

Sep 30, 20111 note
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Sep 30, 201143,003 notes
muuusaba said: which sunglasses? and uh, like yesterday is when

I don’t recall us making a teepee yesterday. 

idk they have blue sides

Sep 30, 20111 note
muuusaba said: arianna shudddddup you’re funny/goodlooking/fun to be around/we need to chill and yeah hi

Hi, stranger. I haven’t seen you since Astronomy.

I still have your serial killer book, and your sunglasses.

When are we going to make another teepee?

Sep 30, 2011
Random thought

As much as I want to have kids (when I’m 25) I’m afraid of getting pregnant mainly because of the tummy.

I already have serious self esteem issues and when I get a baby bump I’m going to be a wreck I can already see it. Everyday I’ll cry because I’ll look and feel fat. Then I’ll have nasty stretch marks and I’ll hate my body even more.

Oh my fucking GAWD

Sep 30, 2011
Don't yell at me but..

I keep all of my razors/shards of glass that I used to use to hurt myself.

I don’t do it anymore, but for some reason I just don’t want to get rid of them. It’s like a harsh reminder (as if my scars weren’t enough). I won’t throw them away, at least not yet. I don’t know why. I’m only telling you this because I’m hoping someone out there understands where I’m coming from and can help me. I feel pathetic, lol.

I always want to cut. Really deep too.

but I fight it, and I fight hard. I don’t do it for me though when I know I should. I just think I deserve the physical pain and the weakness of losing blood. 

I’m stupid.

oesighoergw

Sep 30, 2011
Sep 30, 2011193 notes
#razor #razors #depression #cutting #self harm
Sep 30, 201180 notes
#razors #cutting #self harm #depression
Sep 30, 201134 notes
#oldschool #shaving #razors #drugs #cut #open #old #black and white #throwback #1969 #1960
Sep 30, 20119 notes
#live #drugs #razors #life #quotes #cuts
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